Please Clean My Tears :(

First of all, I wanna say sorry to all my readers if this entry written in both languages ; Malay and English languages. Actually I not perfect in both languages, u also know who I am, right. Oklah. We stop talking about this and we continue to main title.

Ehem, ehem. Who not married yet? Answer : Hey me, me! *include of this blog ownership. huhu

This question keeps asking from my uncle and my auntie to me. The answer still same : "Jodoh saya belum sedia untuk jadikan saya sebagai isterinya. Mungkin sekarang dia sedang tingkatkan ilmu agamanya sebelum jadi imam saya." (In my heart keep ask, why until now my future husband not come infront of me? I want to know him alot. Ya Allah, please hear me.)

In this month, I newly lost someone that I know. He got married... :'( My heart still in pain and I know I no need to remember such guy anymore. I know I still have friends, especially my GSF friends. I love u all. And also I know I still have someone that love me until now. Thanks to my family and my dear M. I promise to take care u forever in my life.

I try my best to make myself happy again. And I know, only Allah can help me. I pray to Allah to show me back how to be a happy girl. And I know, if we close to Allah, we can get happy life forever.

* Sorry for writing about this. Maybe I too hurting and don't know how to clean my tears. If I wipe this tears today, tomorrow still come again. Ya Allah, please help me... :(